Gay Times have rounded up just five of the best gay short films out there that you can watch online. From tackling the homophobic world of football, to a teacher exploring the sex party scene in New York City, they are touching upon real life emotions that your local Odeon is probably little way off from showing anytime soon. Those type of pedophiles are my heros, not the ones like me that have been weak and crossed the lines of lusts and desires.Īnyway welcome to the forum and enjoy your time here.While mainstream Hollywood continues to catch up when it comes to LGBTQ representation in blockbuster movies, there are plenty of directors out there highlighting issues within the gay community through slick visuals.įor now, some of the most compelling and hard-hitting LGBTQ cinema exists in short films. I hope that you can live you entire life without acting out with a young child and if you can do that then I salute you and have the most respect for you. The thing that I have seen amongst Pedophiles and so called Boylovers is that each side always thinks they are better than the other because of just a label when in fact they are the same, yet that is just my opinion. Welcome to the forum and as you are I am a Pedophile and I am mainly attracted to young boys and most likely I am one of those grosse Pedophiles that you want to stay away from because I have been selfish an have acted on my desires for boys and I have also served time for those actions as well, its not something that I am proud of but it has been done and I cannot change the past so I might as well live for the future. Posts: 4 Joined: Sun 4:30 pm Local time: Fri 9:32 pm Blog: View Blog (0)
Most boylovers such as myself, find it easier to blend in and appear normal. They have far deeper problems than being a pedophile. I have met a few and they are creepy and gross. They can't tell me why I get a high being around boys.įinally, as weird as this sounds, I am very judgmental towards pedophilies who are attracted to girls or girls and boys. They can't even tell me why I am the way that I am. I even sought out help from psychologists and they declined to treat me (later found out they don't accept pedophile patients unless they are sex offenders). I refuse to live my life as a hermit because I was born this way. I wish I could 'fix' myself or could do more to change my situation but I can't. When my boys become college-aged, I want them to remember back at the times when they were 7-12 and we cuddled together and how good it felt and how fun it was. For me, leaving behind memories of affection is the most important thing. I will not rape a kid but I will not turn a boy away if he wants to cuddle with me either.
Really what I wanted to say is that even though I am attracted to boys, I have my boundaries. I think some are more disciplined than others. It takes one to know one and there are many of us out there. The mothers adore him and would never think he was a pedophile. For example, I know this one guy who is very friendly to mothers with young girls. They want to believe and feel what makes them feel safe and good. They think they know me better than I know myself but they do not. I do feel like I am living a lie and the general population is ignorant about pedophilia.
However, I am very attracted to boys that I don't really know or other men who loves boys too. I almost see him as my own kid and that kills the attraction. I have not acted out on my attractions because once I get to know a boy personally, I am not attracted to him anymore.
For reasons outside of being a pedophile, I started working with boys. While I continue to jumpstart my career, I have found limited job opportunities. I am neither attracted to men nor women just boys. For the longest time, I thought I was gay which was weird because I had a few same-sex experiences and did not enjoy it. I think that is why it took me so long to realize that I am a pedophile. I never acted on my attraction because I was never around boys. Ever since I was 12, I knew I had an attraction to boys ages 7-12.